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+ Friday, August 1, 2003 || 12:04 a.m. +
+ Messages +
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+ Thursday, July 31, 2003 || 11:53 p.m. +
+ Contact +
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E-mail- greensheep23@aol.com
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Feel free to e-mail me questions or comments.
Or just drop a line to chat, let me know your name and station, who knows i might be riding with you one day.
this has been such an interesting day...this was a convo the president of our explorer post had with me...
1st some background info...andrew and this other girl amanda ran off in the middle of the night and didn't tell anyone...this was at the first aid booth we ran at scoutblast...every though that he was having sex with her (anyone seem to jump to a conculsion) no one really knows what went on...anyways andrew got thrown out of the program and i saw3 him a couple weeks ago at LOWE'S...we talked about the post and how he wanted to come back...here's the rest of the story...
tragedyiam01: hey girl
tragedyiam01: i need to talk to you
Greensheep23: hey
Greensheep23: ok what's up?
tragedyiam01: andrew called
Greensheep23: what'd he say?
Greensheep23: and about what?
tragedyiam01: me and said that you are talkin about went on at scout blast
tragedyiam01: to non explorers and what goes on in the post is supposed to stay in the post
tragedyiam01: that is all i am going to say
Greensheep23: what?1?
tragedyiam01: from what he is saying you told his former fiance what went down at scout blast
Greensheep23: no no no no no ...im not getting put on the bad list just b/c someone misintrepted what i said
Greensheep23: WHAT THE FUCK?!?
tragedyiam01: you aren't
tragedyiam01: you aren't i promise you
Greensheep23: who the hell is his fiance?...i dunno who that is
tragedyiam01: if any one is on the bad list it is andrew and amanda
Greensheep23: hears what i said...
tragedyiam01: rachel she went to mandarin
Greensheep23: he was telling me why he wasn't in the program anymore and i said...oh maybe it was just a misunderstanding...that's it!
Greensheep23: that lair!
Greensheep23: rachel who?
Greensheep23: what's her last name?
tragedyiam01: i don't know
tragedyiam01: i always called her crater face
Greensheep23: i only know one rachel and she doesn't even kniow andrew and i don't talk about the post to her
Greensheep23: that b*****d...why would he say that?!?
tragedyiam01: because he wants in so he is makin up a lot of lies
Greensheep23: do u know what grade rachel is in?
tragedyiam01: 12
Greensheep23: i dunno her
tragedyiam01: ah
im soooooooo stun...what a dick...life is so interesting...how could it not be with all these backstabbing ppl to amuse me?
here's a convo my friend and i had today...(it's easier if i copy and paste then rewritting it all again...
TrunksSS150: what u doing on?
Greensheep23: well..lemme tell about ya about my morning, that should answer ur question...
TrunksSS150: shoot
Greensheep23: i woke up all ahppy b/c i was gonna go ride on the ambulance...i was beeming b/c i haven't rode in a LONG time, got all ready, hoped in my car, it wouldn't start. it said "check oil" so i did and there was nothing wrong with it. called up my step dad b/c he drove my car this morning...
TrunksSS150: ....
Greensheep23: he sabatoshed (sp) my car b/c i didn't move it from in front of his car this morning...but i was gonna
Greensheep23: he said "you can do w/o it today"
TrunksSS150: are u sure
TrunksSS150: ...
Greensheep23: yep he told me
TrunksSS150: he is a bit mean
Greensheep23: he's a bastard
TrunksSS150: now thats not the ashley i know
Greensheep23: i go ride at the stations and am involved with the fire department b/c it gets me away from my family...and i was so happy then he killed it
Greensheep23: im sooo pissed
TrunksSS150: well calm down
Greensheep23: i can't that's like my home and he took it away
TrunksSS150: take a breath
TrunksSS150: u feel better now??
Greensheep23: plus i have to go get my bro from camp now i can't, and that's ticking my mom off
Greensheep23: nope lol
when i called the station to ride the guy sounded sooo nice...damn bill...it was at station 20 if anyone cares to know...lol ya'll probably don't even know wher e that is...it's cool though
we should go see a movie with ashwee...say Pirates...?
i made another shirt...it's a diver's shirt...
i need to go to the gym and then find someway to get my bro...im out like the lights on the Titanic (~fyr) bye bye
+ Tuesday, July 22, 2003 || 10:10 p.m. +
+ baaaaa... +
i starting "baaaaa"ing alot lately...lol...and it's pissing my mom off, but i can't seem to stop...lol, addiction? everytime she tells me not to do it it makes me want to o it more. lol
my dad ended up not coming due to money problems. i've decided to go up there when im 18.
i went to blizzard beach this weekend it was great fun, but the last time i went was funner. can't complain though. that guy that i gave my number to wasn't there, thx goodness. lol
we have orientation next friday! finally i get to know my class schedule! i can't wait i hope i get easy teachers, lol.
our explorer post is having a car wash next sat. so ya'll all have to come and get ur cars washed and give us money.
i want to learn to type without looking. jen can i barrow ur program?
i might get my own laptop, cool huh? it's my mom's work's old comp. lol
i want to make glass from sand and lightening (ask if u have to)
well that's it for now...im out like a...like a...i've ran out of things to be out like...any suggestions?
+ Monday, July 7, 2003 || 11:23 p.m. +
+ misc. +
my real dad is coming into town next weekend. he's only coming in to see me for a day and then leaving the next day. to me that's a stupid reason and a waste of money. i think his wife, who's really nice, hates my guts by now. he is always talking about me ...oh forget it...why do i bother...it's not like talking to a computer helps, or maybe it does...does anyone else have this problem i have with talking to other ppl about their problems? it only seems right if other ppl have problems, but not me im suppose to help other not burden them with my problems...here's what i think...im the family baggage...im like a hidden secert...my real dad has his life up in new york with his own wife and his own problems, if my mom never had me he could have started a new life, just started over...but no i was born i only talk to him once a year sometimes longer then that...it seems like im just here to take his money...he's always trying to come see me too im sure his wife is getting tired of hearing about me...and then there's are family here...mom and step-dad constantly fighting (i seriously think there gonna get a divorce...soon) i always seem to piss them off with my "attitude" but i dunno how else to act...aren't ppl suppose to act themselves? im confused how do i do that w/o pissing them off? plus with Gary ( my dad) coming that conplicates things...to long to type...wm doesn't even know that im his step-sis...how fucked up os that...it's so complicated calling 2 ppl dad at the same time, never wanting to hurt the other's feeling if i slip up (which i have once)...if my mother didn't have me she could have started over and probably had a better life with bill and william...so anyways that's my story and im sticking to it lol...who knew, i guess the computer really does help, besides who wants to hear my boring ol' sappy story anyways?!?...lol...
i have a cold...snifff...can't breathe...lol...how's ya'll's lives going?...i miss school i can't wait for it to start back...just think only 2 more years, scary huh? any plans for the future? i want to go to the University of Central Florida (i wanted to go there first C!) lol...no clue about a major though, probably something in science
can anyone order me a t-shirt online? i'll give u the money. my parents don't like order things from the internet
congrats to matt and kinsey...they are in love...may they have beautiful babies lol
well im out like a kid on a vicadin overdose.
i just found out there is a convicted sex affender leaving next to me. only for a short time though...i hope
i got a job at Party City thx to kayla...thx kayla...we had to blow up like 20 balloons today and then the lady said she wanted them deflated...so we sucked the helium out of them...it was great fun.
what's everyone doing for the 4th of july? im going to the beach with my family and soem family friends...it's gonna be great.
my mother told me not to eat the peanuts on the counter, but they looked so good i had to sample them...now i can't stop eating them.
did u know barnes and noble now only sales plain bagles in the morning?!? they stop selling them at 2pm...if ya ask me 2 pm isn't morning, but w/e floats there boat.
im out like a PCP member on a helium fix...PCP stands for "party city posse" (the ppl that work at party city~~im the master at arms) :)
+ Sunday, June 29, 2003 || 09:33 p.m. +
+ firematics +
yesterday i went to "Firematics" (kinda like a firefighters olympics). i had TONS of fun...next time ya'll can come down and watch. there were 6 events, the last to i was captain...yep Captain! (those were the only 2 events i was in...here they are in order
Dry Hose (u had 3 peices of hose, u disconnect, roll and slide them through slots): we screwed this event up...we didn't roll the hose fast enough and it kept uncoiling
1 into 2 (star with one hose, connect and knock down a target, slap on a "gated Y" and 2 more hoses and knock down 2 more targets) we did fine in the beginning but...we didn't have them 2 pieces screwed together right so it came apart when they turned the water on and i happened to be in the way...i was soaked here head to toe...it was great.
Running hose (3 peices, screw them together then knock down a target): simple right...well we fucked this one up too...
same as above...water went everywhere...it was funny
Barrel push (hydroplane a barrel down and around another barrel and back):...ur thinking "how could we have messed this up"...BS...we had that barrel all over the place...it took other teams around a min to do this but it took us 5 min!
Broken hose on an "S" (replace the broken hose with a good hose and knock down 3 targets): this was actually a good event exp. the ppl on the side lines screamed for water when we weren't ready, but we got it under control...we still lost...oh well it was funny
bucket bridage (fill buckets up with water run and throw them into another bucket): we did really well on this...but we still lost...lol...see a pattern yet?
afterwards we throw the head captain into the "drop tank" (a tank with water), for some reason i got thrown in too. then we had a pool party and BBQ we threw eachother in the pool too.
trophy time: we got the sportsmanship award, we were the only team cheering for all the other teams as well as ours (we were really laughing at all of our screw ups) lol
that was on trip...it was sooooooooo MUCH FUN! i wanna do it again. next time we'll practice more lol
im out like a diabetic without sugar...later
+ Monday, June 23, 2003 || 11:58 p.m. +
+ road kill! +
erin and i are gonna lay in the middle of old st. aug road one day when she gets back. at night of course...that sounds like so much fun!
bye
+ Sunday, June 22, 2003 || 11:26 p.m. +
+ neighbors +
my old neighbors came back to visit us today. jeff (so sweet) and his mom lisa, joey didn't come b/c he was working. i miss seeing them. :( i found out jeff plays vasity football for bartarm (sp). they play us first next ur at their school. someone go with me or im going by myself. lol i miss them alot. maybe i should call alison, we could all get back together like old days...we'd omly be missing little ashley (she lives somewhere in florida~ down south)
bye
+ Sunday, June 22, 2003 || 11:07 p.m. +
+ neighbors +
my old neighbors came back to visit us today. jeff (so sweet) and his mom lisa, joey didn't come b/c he was working. i miss seeing them. :( i found out jeff plays vasity football for bartarm (sp). they play us first next ur at their school. someone go with me or im going by myself. lol i miss them alot. maybe i should call alison, we could all get back together like old days...we'd omly be missing little ashley (she l;ives somewhere in florida~ down south)
bye
+ Sunday, June 22, 2003 || 11:02 p.m. +
+ neighbors +
my old neighbors came back to visit us today. jeff (so sweet) and his mom lisa, joey didn't come b/c he was working. i miss seeing them. :( i found out jeff plays vasity football for bartarm (sp). they play us first next ur at their school. someone go with me or im going by myself. lol i miss them alot. maybe i should call alison, we could all get back together like old days...we'd omly be missing little ashley (she l;ives somewhere in florida~ down south)
bye
+ Sunday, June 22, 2003 || 11:02 p.m. +
+ neighbors +
my old neighbors came back to visit us today. jeff (so sweet) and his mom lisa, joey didn't come b/c he was working. i miss seeing them. :( i found out jeff plays vasity football for bartarm (sp). they play us first next ur at their school. someone go with me or im going by myself. lol i miss them alot. maybe i should call alison, we could all get back together like old days...we'd omly be missing little ashley (she l;ives somewhere in florida~ down south)
bye
+ Sunday, June 22, 2003 || 12:35 a.m. +
+ roach! +
there's a roach in my house!...ewww...i had it trapped in a bag but it escaped through a whole in the bag. grrr... so now erin is using her physic powers to call "randy" (we just named him that) to me so i can kill it. brb...i see him...HA i got him!...now i can go to sleep tonight. ya'll are all invited to the funeral. erin~ quit trying to bring it back to life!
i want to go back to school.
i want to plant a garden of herbs and pretty flowers
i had a friend that i talked to online (yes, a stranger) but he hasn't come on in a long time. i figured this,...he's either moving like he said he was or he's dead and the stress got to him (he mentioned that too). oh well life goes on
there were alot of biting bugs out today.
bye
+ Friday, June 20, 2003 || 07:56 p.m. +
+ summer! +
summer's going great!
i made mint tea today...it was kinda gross/yummy. hard to explain.
ever had tequilla? i just did...it was GROSS i don't understand how ppl can drink it's so nasty.
Kayla Christina me and maybe matt are going to B & N tonight for the Harry Potter thing...it's gonna be so fun!
well i must run...bye bye
ps~ if there is anything wrong with u (medically) tell me and i'll cure u with herbs...lol
NOTE TO SELF:
make erin lemon balm tea
someone remind me please...i never look in my pita
hel-lo...christina and i signed up for an all women's gym. i thought "oh this is gonna be great!" we can just go a work out at our own pace, but no....this lady who is fitness freak wants to work us to death b/c i told her i wanted to be a firefighter. i could choke myself now! she wants me to drink protein shakes (yuck) and get a personal trainer (her)...im like HELL NO. im gonna start going later in the day when she doesn't work...hehe.
i need a job, anyone want to give me on?...lol jk. but i really do need one.
i miss school...i wanna know my schedule (took me a long time to figure out how to spell that word lol)
i get my car back today! i miss my car. yea!
well im out like a pt. with multiple trauma to the head...later
i was looking on my teacher's website and there was an article about our new principal...this is what it said...
Larry Roziers -- To Mandarin High School from S.P. Livingston Elementary School.
so that's our new leader...he's coming from an elementary school, so maybe he will be easy to break down and persuade...ya think? i hope he isn't a stickler for the dress code. i wanna wear flip flops!
is anyone going with sas to ireland this year? i wanna go, so if u are going tell me.
hope everyone is having a fun summer
for whom it may concern, i might get my car back by next week. till then im stuck with my mom's tahoe...weeeeeee
well im out like a human in a room full of nitrogen.
+ Thursday, May 29, 2003 || 11:16 p.m. +
+ ouch +
not to complain, but my back hurts. i hope it has nothing to do with the accident. i was up at like 2 in the morning tossing and turning b/c i couldn't find a comfortable position. finally fell asleep around 3. i took the pics of my car to wal-greens to be developed. i won't get them back till saturday but i will let ya'll see them.
i got a job application for the library. i hope i can get a job there. the ppl there sem really nice. well wish me luck.
christina~ i want to go with ya'll to lunch manana and to bowling. call me later
christina again~ im going to make u something really nice to make ur cold go away, i just have to figure out how to get it to u. maybe my mom will let me take the car...lol...or not.
i got my report card...all A's!!! im as smart as christina now! math-3 reading-3 writing-4 everything dropped, like dropped steeply from 8th grade...i think i just gave up this year. im so tired of taking those tests.
erin~ are you ever going to write in your pita? lol no pressure at all
speaking of pressure, my little neighbor asked me to explain to her what pressure was (like peer pressure), i was like "uh..." lol so i just gave her an example. it was funny though
i keep worrying how those little old ladies are doing...i hope they are doing well
well im out like the power during a hurricane. hehe lata
+ Wednesday, May 28, 2003 || 10:21 p.m. +
+ car wreck +
i was in a car wreck today. there's to much to type but here's the most of it...a lady darted out in front of me and i hit her...i'll tell u the details if u want to know. it wasn't my fault though. i feel bad for the old ladies who i hit they were so sweet. and the cop was nice too. it sucks to think that im just a statistic now...a 16 y/o that was involved in a wreck...i know most of ya'll will be scared to ride with me now,but i really am a good driver. the lady that i hit said i did a good good steering away from the car. like i said before if u want details i can tell the story with a whole alot more enthusiasm then typing it will do.
later
ash
i think my mom and christina are plotting against me. long story but i KNOW they are plotting against me! chrsitna know this~~i plan to figure out what is going on...that's a threat i know where you live! lol jk my curiosity pushes me to new limits. lol
someone hit a fence in driver's ed. today. it was sooo funny. the fence is bent in half and i thiink a tail light is out.
the fire engine and ambulance came down my street today! we think that one of my friends fell b/c they carried her out on the stretcher taped to it. it was great...i REALLY wanna know what happened!!!!
I LOVE AND HEART YA'LL!!!
bye bye
geez it's been awhile. my mommy and i were driving down old st. aug. rd. and our car died so we coasted to the emergency lane. it was GREAT fun! i had to go and get a tow truck that was up the street.him me and this other guy pushed the car out of the lane and into a parking space...whoo hoo!...what fun.
i made cinnomon rolls and blow up marshmellows in the microwave
erin~ the fisrt we are doing when i get my license is driving around till 1 am!
my teacher never came to 2nd period today so i just walked around the qhole time. it was great!...i could kick myself though i should have went to Prom Promise grrrr...
tim did so good in his play! he came up to me today and told me to go to the play tonight. i told him i already went and that he did REALLY good. it was cool.
i had to walk today...it was sooooooo busy and there were only 3 ppl...2 adults and me...the adults kept leaving and coming back...they left me lol jk i meet a really nice lady in there
i want to see that new movie X2...who wants to go with me?!? i think maybe i'll take william
later my sheepishly cool friends
tomorrow is my dog, roxy's, b-day. she will be 3 y/o, or 21 in human years. i still dunno what im goning to do for her b-day...i didn't get her anything...shhhh...
i had to work today!...it was very fun. i made pop corn the right way today
matt- i have something for u plus don't forget to remind me.
christina- ur next!...ur driving first!...i hope u crash...lol...but don't die lol
kayla just told me there is a pic of christina on matt's pita, but my comp won't pull it up!...dang it...i want to see it!...kayla said chrstina looked buck-toothed! lol what a freak hahahahahahahaha
later peeps
first off i'd like to send a special happy b-day out to marshmellow peeps...it's their 50th anniversary...woo hoo.
get well soon christina!
how was everyone's easter?!? have fun? i did. i went to my nana's house and we ate lots of food! my family are really good cooks so we had GOOD food! what did ya'll get from the easter bunny? i got candy, beach bag, towel, and an umbrella...all which i really needed...hehe.
matt how come u don't talk to me online anymore?...i miss u matt...come back to me...lol jj
i think im gonna start a journal...one that u write in not type. i'll look back in 10 years and read what i wrote and think...what a dork...lol jk...i'll think, "what an interesting life"...hehe don't ya'll wish u were as positive as me?!?
i had a whole bunch to tell ya'll but for the life of me i can't remember what it was. it's the old age...dang i just ain't as young as i use to be...obvously
later
i love good friday...i dunno y i just do. today kayla, erin, christina, and i went to kayla's house to lay in the sun and go swimming. it was really fun. then we went to the mall and to McDonald's...yum nothing else really happened. i think im gonna start a journal...like a real journal that u write in not one on the computer. i will probably keep this one going too.
later
well, im not listening to that above song anymore it went off
i drove in drivers ed and only hit the cone once...i just gazed it and no one saw...hehe...shhh...
my new sn is greensheep23 i don't think i wil;l be using skittl467 anymore so delete it
i don't think we are going to the beach tomorrow...kayla is going to the mall and no one ever called christina...oh well i'll figure something out...i can always go to wal-mart.
i strangers i talk to on the internet are pissed at me and i don't think imwelcome in their little chat room...LMAO...i don't really care at the moment im having to good a time...lol...must...stop...laughing...LOL! one of the pplz is mad b/c of "my attitude toward some letter that one of the guy strangers wrote me"...what a stupid reason. i think it's b/c of my age...they think i don't understabd jack crap b/c i am young...i bet that's it. lol oh well.
lalalala...i need to go to bed, but i just don't feel like it...hehe
ever wonder what it would be like to get stung by a "stringing nattle"? do u even know what that is? it's a plant that shoots poisnous barbs at whoever or whatever touchs it. it is suppose to feel like a 1,000 ants bitting u at once...ouch
my bus was late today...we had a nice sub bus driver...i had to tell him where to go...plus i was sitting in the middle of the bus so i had to scream it at him...lol it was great
i had a thought but i can't remember what it was...darn
ok true or dare...u pick first...truth?...ok...this is the asked question but i muct know...do u think im annoying? and why?...do i act like a child?...sometimes i can't help that...so i bother u to the pont where u want to push me out a cliff? just wondering...now i already know the answers im going to get...1. no of course ur not annoying (some will lie others will not) 2. some of ya'll won't read this 3. some of ya'll won't respond...
well i must be off...later
did ya miss me???...huh? huh?...of course u did! i went to a party up there for my great-gramma's 100 b-day...it wasn't as fun as mine is gonna be. for my 100th b-day i think i'll be alert enough to know who the family mambers im talking to are. there were so many ppl from my step dad's side i didn't who they were, i've never met them before, and i probably will never met them again. on a positive note, i got a new bathing suit and a few pairs of board shorts. they are really colorful and pretty.
i watch half of harry potter today...it was really good i wish i could have watched the rest.
i was going to tell u something but i forgot...
i had a fire meeting today...it was great! we played with hoses and ran drills. i cut my hand up and the misquitos bit our heads off, but it was still loads of fun. i also signed up to work in the first aid station for all of next weekend. yay!...i get to spend the night at a fire station...don't drop the soap...lol jk
was it just me or was that science SAT that we took today easy or what?!?...i only think i missed like 1 or 2...christina said she failed it (or at least i think that's what she whispered to me)
think think think...what else happened?!?...
i think that's it...ok later
p.s.~ i can go to the beach with ya'll on friday!...i'll bring the tanning lotion...i have to go to wal-mart to get some things...here's my list
beach bag
camera
"bringing Out the Dead"...the movie (not for the beach i just want it)
that's it...ok later
today at the bus stop we lit a fire out of paper to stay warm. we lit it next too a fire hydrat...how ironic...don'tcha think. lol we got the fire going really big at one point...plus it was windy and the flames were going everywhere...it was great.
it's currently 4:04...im leaving to go to TN at 5:30...ahhhhhhhhh...i don't want to go...someone come save me....grrrr...i have a shit load of work to do.
i have a cold and my nose is all stuffy...blah...ok well im out like a baseball player sliding into home.
later...see ya'll next wed.
today was like a rollercoaster. the beginning was great! in 2nd period, some some guy set off a stink bomb...it was soooo funny and it smelled sooooo bad. no one would confess to who did it so my teacher called security and they came and searched everyone. LMDO! the thought this one girl did it but she really didn't she was just carrying them with her, but she got suspened for 3 days.
i had A luch which is always fun
i came home and wm and i starting fightinf again...if anyone has a tape recorder that i can borrow for a short time let me know please. wm likes to twist the truth into a lie and my parents do believe me so im going to get him one day....so anyway i was p/oed b/c of that
we found a stray dog yesterday and we keep it at my neighbors house. well it got out and ran over to karen (my other neighbor) house. we couldn't get the dog to go back in the backyard of my 1st neighbor's house, and karen's husband was getting pissed off b/c he didn't want the dog around his house...i wanted to scream at him so bad...he's soooo mean. we ended up just letting the dog go b/c (long story) animal control didn't come get the dog and i couldn't get the dog in the backyard. so i was even more p/oed...
then i went to work...lol that was fun...i ate jalopeanos(sp)and cheese for dinner and now im regreting it b/c my throat is burning...lol ouch...
well...i must be off to bed...
later
+ Tuesday, April 8, 2003 || 03:54 p.m. +
+ spanglish +
eu quero saltar em uma bacia quente do sauce de chocolate...guess what this means...give up?...i want to jump in a hot bowl of chocolate sauce...matt and i are having the best time with these online translators lol
today since it was raining i was gonna jump off the roof again but i decided not to b/c it was thundering and lightening outside. i don't want to get hit. lol
i have A lunch manana!!!!...im so happy
well later dawgs...mais tarde meus amigos
MONDAY!!!...everyone loves mondays. school was even greater than usual!...the ambulance and fire engine came! i heard someone had fallen and was bleeding...cool beans! i want to go see them or see what was happening so i asked the teacher if i could go to the bathroom. we only have 5 min to go to the bathroom...mr. cooks is real strict...so that's why i didn't stay and talk to ya'll.
:::spikking to the good parts:::
i got home determine to do something dangerous...hehe...i was suppose to go to Blockbuster and get 2 movies "bringing out the dead" and "F 451" and go to wal-mart and get a bathing suit. well on the spur of the moment i through that idea out the window just for the fun of it. i went and got my make-shift bathing suit on and climb up on my roof and jumped off (after first making sure no one was watching)into the pool...well it turned out i didn't look very hard, b/c my bro saw me do it...lol...ut oh...i made him pinky promise me not to tell, and im hoping he'll just forget i did it...lol not likly. jumping off was soooooooo great...and i didn't hit the bottom which surprised me b/c i have a shallow pool. i felt like i was flying (well in a way) IT WAS GREAT! i did it a bunch of times. then i laid in the sun and just soaked it up. LMAO...i was swimming and i hit the edge of the latter and cut my forehead...lol...go ahead and laugh, i did... now im eating "Alphabet veggie soup made with beef stock" (yummy) and talking to one of the ppl i met on the internet...he refused to read my pita...i dunno why i think he's scared, but w/e...well i must go and do other dangerous things...later
+ Friday, April 4, 2003 || 04:34 p.m. +
+ movie day! +
we are off to the movies today!...erin chirstina and i are going to see "phone booth"! to bad matt couldn't go...a guy named jordan might go...and btw i don't like him he's just a friend that i happen to have a phone # for...i have matt's # but i don't like him...lol sorry matt had to use u as an example...i kinda hope e doesn't show up, he didn't sound like he really wanted to go on the phone...i think we'll have more fun w/o him.
matt take that question off ur pita!
im currently in the process of blowing up little balloons for my niehgbor and bro...they r having a water balloons fight...it's great.
christina i like ur thought for the day. interesting tip about sex...i'll have to try that sometime (soooooooo jk)
well, im out like a light blub on the new york new years eve ball
FYI: I DON'T SPELL CHECK MY PITA SO THERE ARE PROBABLY ALOT OF MISTAKES IN HERE!
at the moment im sitting at my computer eating mexican food my mom got for me. i love my mom she's so sweet dispite a few small drawbacks. munch munch munch...i just got home from explorer meeting...whoo hoo...we learned first adi today...so if anyone wants to die i can now save ur life...lol
jen: hi i just had a thought...i can't stopped u from writing long notes anymore...look at my pita entries...geez they are long...so write as long as u want
erin: write in ur pita
kayla: bia...lol jk sorry about the cussing thing. i have made it a rule not to cuss to any of ya'll in ims except (b/c there's always an exception) when ya'll cuss first then that is a ok for me to cuss...lol
matt: im so happy ur friend is safe
christina: u probably won't ever read this lol...but if u do "hello"
talking to computer...no one has to read past this part
on april 11 (a friday) my family is suppose to go up to TN to visit family b/c my great-great grandma (step grandma) is having her 100 birthday...i was gonna be absent only one day. at first i was ticked...wait first understand this...for some time i have been trying to figure out why i love school so much. yes it's partly b/c the teachers are great (interesting) but there was another reason i couldn't quite figure out...i think it's b/c it's an escape from my family...at school there's no name-calling, or yelling, etc...but at home that's all there is...don't get me wrong im not complaining Lord knows there are ppl worse off then me, but school is like a "safe place". i get some respect there and my amigos are there :) ...anyway back to what i was saying....i was gonna be absent one day. at first i didn't like the idea but then i was like "ok it's only one day i can get caught up"...then my mom tells me today we r gonna be gone 2 school days b/c it is also my step-grandma's death day (whoo hoo)...im so unhappy about that...u know how much stuff we cover in 2 days?!?...in english and math we have started going faster (thank goodness) i will fall behind if im absent. my mom doesn't seem to quite understand but she seems like she's trying to. i suggested to her at maybe they could just leave me there...do u think that is wrong that i want to stay here when it is my grandma's death day and my other grandma's b-day? do u think im being selfish?...it sounds like i am, but i really don't want to go. here's where my problem comes in..bill (my step-dad) said "when we go to TN ur driving the whole way up there and i don't care what ur mom says!!" he said it really mean like i had to go (u had to be there...it freaked me out)...he tends to over react ALOT and im SCARED to death of his reaction if my mom tells him that i don't want to go...he'll yell at me and hate me for life...im afraid he might even hit me or something like that...alothough it's never happened he gets REALLY violent when he's mad...ever wonder where the wholes in my walls are from?...him and my mom fighting...for some reason that's all i can remember as a child is him being violent...anyways...that's my story and im sticking to it. lol...
ok u can read this part lol
i must go and read other ppl's pitas
later sheepz
april fool's soooooooooooooooooo great!...at the moment we are playing a trick on my neighbor...here's the trick...my neighbor told her husband that she saw william cornoring vanessa (there daughter) in a corner trying to kiss her so the mom kicked william in the chest(who knows...they came up with the plot)[this did not really happen] but the guy they are playing the trick on came over to talk to my mom thier convo is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING FUNNY! got to go they are coming
hehe...the word in bold means hugs...i promise, jen, im not taking ur hugging job. quess what...i wanted to go to wal-mart today right, so i turn on my cell phone so i can call my mom and tell her i was going and guess what popped up...FRUIT_CAKE! i starting lmao!...i dunno who put it there but i suspect it was one of ya'll. it's just a hunch but im usually right. lol
this is what you want to see...lol matt
i was just an accomplice to very cruel (very funny) April Fool's Day trick. here's the story...my neighbor rushed over and told me she needed me to play a trick on her friend. to make a long story short here's our convo:
me: can i speak to tammy [karen's friend]
woman on the phone: sure hold please
me: :::holding::: lalalalalalalalalalalala
the first time i called she left me on hold...so i hung up and called back:
me: hi i was just on hold for tammy...
tammy: this is Tammy
me: this is ashley from washington mutual i was calling to inform you that your march house payment is overdue.
tammy: [i don't remember actually what she said but she started freaking out and said something like "i have a piece of paper starting it isn't due till later...blah blah blah"
me: well my computer says it's past due
tammy: i dunno what computer your looking in b/c i have a paper that says differently[ more blah blah blah]
me: ma'am ma'am i need you to calm down...let me look in the computer again
tammy: :::silence:::
me: :::typing vigorusly on the computer::: ma'am the computer says that this was an april fool's joke from karen
tammy: :::laughing:::
i love april fools day...my neighbor said i sounded professional...looks like all those boring hrs at my mom's job answering the phones paid off, not to mention party city phones...lol
i must run and finish my homework...later dawgs
today was a great day! in 4th period i couldn't stop laughing about the commerical with breakfast food (ask and i shall tell)
erin~ u make me laugh when u look at me...hehe
matt~ur weird lol
christina~ thx for printing that thing out
if anyone has a microsoft works cd...can i borrow it so i can load it on my comp?
at trhe moment im listening to ashwee talk talk biting her cat! LMAO! poor cat...that's great...im also talking to some guy from london...he seems really nice but after talking to him i have prove the "guy throry" (all men want is sex)...eww...gross...it just doesn't sound as apealing to me as to other ppl...maybe there something wrong with me...or maybe im just not a sex freak...who knows...but im not gay...cuddling, huguging, and kissing on the cheek are cool...in fact i love hugging ppl, that's what wrong with our world we need more hugs and kisses...lol we need ppl like jen...hehe
let's change subjects shall we...i want to go to subway and get din din...anyone want to come? guess not...lol...
well im out like the light on a christmas tree (beat that matt!) later
+ Friday, March 28, 2003 || 06:03 p.m. +
+ TGIF! +
IT'S FRIDAY!!!!...
today was a good day. i really liked the presentation in the autatorium. erin, melissa, and i sat on the floor!...it was great. we had to sit on our feet in order to see...my legs still hurt lol. i really want to know what the guys presentation was...matt...care to answer?
classess were great... i LOVE first period although christina isn't very talkative lol...2nd period went by fast, fine with me...then 3rd period english...ack!...erin i agree with u mr.cooks is nice but he is a HORRIBLE teacher...can't argue with me on that. he would be soooo much nice if he would get off his revenge trip and start controling our class...4th period!!!...spanglish! mrs. young is a COOL chic! today she said " ashley [not me another one] sit your damn self down"...LMAO!...it was great.
then i got on the bus...what a great trip!...i played cars with the bus driver's granddaughter who was riding athe bus with her. she's sweet
then i came home and i have to babysit in a few hours. my neighbor is having a girl's night out. she'd said she won't be out till 2 in the morning, but that's what she said last time, and she ended up coming home at 2:30am!
my mom wants to get on the computer,
lata homies
ps~ erin want to come jump off my roof with me into the pool?!?
come on!
+ Thursday, March 27, 2003 || 05:24 p.m. +
+ um.... +
matt~ "the nb" pita is too complicated. i refuse to write in it...lol
kayla~ who did u lose respect for?...i care about your wrist that's "hurting like a bitch" lol i have always wanted to break something too...although i have sprang my finger (twice) and popped my shoulder out of joint...i think it would be interesting to see what a few broken ribs felt like. [DID YOU KNOW: you can break a rib just by coughing?...NOW YOU KNOW]
GUESS WHAT...i finally got to make my cheesecake! im so happy that brightened up my day! although i have had a great day so far. it's a marble cheesecake (that means it's a mixture of plain and chocolate cheesecake) im debating on whether or not to bring a slcie to school tomorrow...since i don't have A lunch anymore i won't have to shared with ya'll lol [although i will probably end up eating it for breakfast. which means i will have to share with ya'll lol jk] wow i wrote a whole paragraph on cheesecake lol
i gave my english speech today...hahahahaha!...it was going good till i came to the part where i was suppose to say "i have learned alot from reading..." instead i said "i have learned alot from drinking..." lol oops...but evberyone got a good laugh and i think it might have even helped my speech to be something more than just another dried up humorless shpeel [(sp) sound it out].
later homies
+ Wednesday, March 26, 2003 || 06:56 p.m. +
+ company! +
today was good...i had A lunch. i found out that i have to do my speech in english tomorrow. whoo hoo!...
my nana came to my house today!...YAY!...she makes the BEST food when she is here!...and she teaches me how to cook...today she brought a chocolate cake, muffins, a marble cake, and she cooked the bestest dinner! (meat, broccolli, and mashed potatoes!...mmm mmm good) i feel fat now. i have to go clean the kitchen now..check ya lata
i have A lunch tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay! my teacher has a meeting to go to...so im free!...
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YOU ARE CORDIALLY INVITED TO THE FUNERAL OF MATT **********...OUR DEAR MATT WAS KILLED PAINFULLY SLOW BY ANGRY PROTESTER PROTESTING AGAINST HIM FOR THE ILLEGAL USE OF FROGS IN A PORN MOVIE :::gross::: HE WILL BE DEARLY MISSED :::cough~ not!::: IF YOU PLAN ON COMING MAKE SURE YOU BRING GIFTS FOR THE PPL HIM LEFT BEHIND :)...my cake's burning got to run...COME IF U CAN...
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well, got to run
see you on the flip side
+ Monday, March 24, 2003 || 04:50 p.m. +
+ pictures! +
the pictures form when we went to the beach are in!...they look great!...im bringing them to school tomorrow, so u can see them there. some are sooooooooooo FUNNY! School was GREAT! so glad to be back. we got new kids in eng 2 and one of them took my seat...i was kinda mad, but oh well. oh bye the way
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EVERYONE IS CORRDIALLY INVITED TO THE
FUNERAL OF
ERIN DEGENNARO
TO BE HELD AT MANDARIN HIGH SCHOOL (G HALL)
ON MARCH 25, 2003.
ERIN WAS A GOOD PERSON :::COUGH COUGH::: WITH A GOOD HEART :::GAG::: SHE WILL BE DEEPLY MISSED :::TRYING TO CONTROL LAUGHTER:::IF SHE HAD NOT CHOKED ON THAT CHIP SHE WOULD STILL BE ALIVE TODAY...DAMN CHIPS...LET'S SUE!!!
~~SIDE NOTE~~FUNERALS ARE NOT CHEAP SO IF U PLAN TO ATTEND PLEASE BRING $25 (PAYABLE BY CHECK TO "ASHLEY BELL") AND CONTRIBUTE SOME FOOD TOO. THX
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let's all take a moment of silence for our dear friend erin...well, see ya tomorrow
ooooooo...i had an interesting day today. i went riding on rescue today. what fun! i get there and rescue went on a run so i hung out with the fire guys. i cleaned the bathrooms and vaccummed (this doesn't sound fun but believe me with them around it is very fun) then rescue came back. one's a paramedic and the other is an emt. the paramedic (sessions~ that's his name) cusses sooooo much...omgoodness it was hilarious. the emt(i don't remember his name) he's sweet and was teaching me a bunch of medical stuff. then we went on a run for an unconcious male. he'd had been having seizures. we checked him out and then helped him change his shirt b/c it was muddy. when he lifted his shirt he had like 3 old stab wounds and a gun shot wound!!! i was like "damn!" anyways we left
when we got back to the station some ppl wlaked in wanting their bp's checked. i've only done this a couple of times and never on real patients so when sessions asked we if i wanted to do it i was like "um...sure"...i was frecking out but i did it...not sure if i did it right though...but it so cool...
then we went on a call for a woman with heart problems. we get there and she is complaining of hypertension. we hooked her up to the monitorand she was barely hypertensive...THEN all of a sudden she turns to me and she says "im gonna get sick" i said "here's a bag"...lol SUDDENLY her heart rate goes from 57 to 36 and sessions starts freaking out and he's like "hand me this get me that...oh shit"...lol it was soooooooo fun! we found out that she was getting sick b/c her heart rate dropped so much...IT WAS GREAT!! anyways then i came home...i have to go finish my report...
see ya on the flip side
+ Friday, March 21, 2003 || 10:48 p.m. +
+ burned out +
i hate writing about this, but i have to tell someone, even if it is just the computer. im so confused and burned outta life at the moment. im sure i'll perk up later i always do, but im just getting tired of doing that. u can tell by my earlier entry that i was really happy, but then i hit rock bottom in seconds. i so ashamed to say this, but i got really depressed when my family came home. they were outside playing cards with the neighbors and i was at home typing (and trying to get the neighbor to get out of my personal bubble)...lol...[look see im perking up...what did i tell u]...then my family walked in, and instantly i got so overwhelmed, and i dunno why. all i kept thinking was "ah...get away". what am i going to do when i get in the "real world"? there are many overwhelming situations, will i survive? i dunno why but lately i can't stand to be by my family. don't get me wrong, i love them very much. it's just they are always there having to control me and always be right. there's no respect in our family. none at all. it's true i also don't give as much respect as i should, but i do try. my family is crumbling, falling. i can't save it any longer...i pray for anything to help. im gonna go insaneif the yelling doesn't stop. it's horrible to say... (crap my mom is coming h/o)...mmk...now everyone has gone to bed.../bc what if they died tomorrow and im saying all this negative stuff about them *tear* i would feel horrible and i would miss them soo much. i dunno i just dunno anymore...i want to get away soooooo bad...but i would never be able to laeve i would miss them soo much...fuck i can't read the keyboard b/c im crying so much...but i don't think it's my mom i dislike so much i think it's just my step dad and bro....im so horrible to say that...i resent them so much.that's so bad b/c ur suppose to love ur family but i can't stand to be near mine.see matt ur not the only one with family problems...and im not either, im sure ppl probably have it worse that's why i hate writting this.i should be thankful that i have a family and i am inaway...i dunno how to explain it.
i went in a suicide chat room today. i don't think i would ever try and committ suicide but it was just comforting to know that some ppl have it wosre. isn't that bad feeling better b/c i know that other ppl have worse problems...how sad. i know ppl will read this but u don't have to respond to it. i just wouldn't to tell someone. why do u think i come online? i do come on to look things up, but the main reason is just to talk to ppl. i love ppl, they are so nice to talk to. i love strangers...there the best! i was just thinking if my family ever saw this they would flip, tell me i needed help, or that im just being silly. but i don't think i am. just confused. i hate when ppl say "it's b/c ur a teenager, just trying to find ur place in the world"..wtf ever it just goes to show why i can't ever talk to my family, maybe that is one of the reason i our family is falling apart. who knows...im tired of being in the dark
kayla's iming me while im writting this...she's making me laugh thx kayla.
it's funny to think, when im happy im REALLY happy, but when im sad i hit the bottom as hard as i can. not purposly though...it just happens...
i think that's it...oh ...ps~ thx so much for making m this pita, now i have someone to talk to. but do u think that's wrong that i choose to tlak to the comp instead of real ppl?...i dunno
see you on the flip side
kayla, erin, christina, and me went to the beach today! another "girls day out"...lol we've had one almost everyday this week...hehe at the beginning of the day i went with wm (william) to "play it again sports"...boring but at least i got out of the house. when i got home kayla called me and said we were going to the beach. i took so many cool pictures, can't wait to get them developed. we found a EVIL seegull and named it john...lol poor john was hunch backed. i was "trying" to surf on my boogy board (what a funny sight that was) i cut up both my legs. Christina was freaking out b/c it was bleeding. lmao! i got blood all over my towel...btw i can't seem to find my towel, C if u find it i want it back!! let's see what else happened?...um...we saw alot of hot surfers...yummy...lol jk
now C's driving...let's not even go there...lol jk C
later we went to Wendy's yum yum. i got a chicken sandwhich
when i came home i took a shower then went outside to play "CIA" with my little neighbors...it was fun
sponge bob the lost episode just came on...ack...it was horrible...too much singing...im gonna go riding tomorrow maybe...yay! hope we get some good calls...well i just hope we get some calls...i just watched a little kid stick a spoon down his throat (cool) ok im typing to much
later dawgs
+ Thursday, March 20, 2003 || 11:12 p.m. +
+ +
i had the BEST time tonight!!!!! Kayla, Erin, Chrstina, and I went to Applebee's. yum!...the food was great! Not to mention i haven't laughed so hard in forever. for dessert we got a BIG piece of chcolate cake and a white chocolate blondie...they were sooooooo goooood. i dropped some whip cream on the table and kayla LICKED IT UP!!!! grossness!...lol...next time we go somewhere we're gonna bring matt for cerntin reasons hehe. baaaaaaaaaa wonder where we are going on our next girls night out?
later homies
+ Thursday, March 20, 2003 || 11:25 a.m. +
+ war +
in light of war (and following kayla's example) if any of us happen to die tomorrow i just wanted to say...
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!
later my bestest homies
hi...im testing this to see if matt fixed my pita to where i could just go to "add an entry"...kayla had to make it hard...i don't understand all these html things...so...testing testing
I LOVE THIS PITA!!!!
THX KAYLA...(and matt for helping me)
ashley
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